A friday night, much to nothing, I was sitting down pondering over some stuff. As I was listening to Class 95 and it hit me when the DJ mentioned that the first love has its special place somewhere in your heart. Well, I definitely would not deny the fact that it is true, after all it was my First Love. And I do agree with her that for some people, their first love would make better as friend. I am still in contact with my first love (I should say my ex-first love), we have maintained a friendship. I value this friendship than the 'time immemorial' boy gal relationship.
For all of us who have failed in our first love, I am sure we have moved on. In this journey of mine, the failed relationships have shown my tolerance level of acceptance towards my partner. As long as One does not expect much, One will not disappoint much as well. :)
To find the perfect one in my life is simply marrying myself. I can search the whole world but will return disappointed again, because there will not be a perfect one for me. I am glad that the 'imperfect' one I am with, moulds me to be a better person.
For those who are still in the dream-perfect world (i.e. sure to find the perfect one), this song is for you! Seriously, you will do better chasing cars.
Chasing Cars by Snow PatrolWe'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?