Nothing more....
There's really nothing more for me to say to that someone, I am really exhausted inside out. But I do know (or try to think that I know) that I cannot push myself to the convinction, as it really hurts. I would not forget yesterday 28th July 2007, the day which will change my outlook towards life. A mixed feeling; I feel relieved and at the same time upset that the truth is out.
A friend has advised me, 'Don't wait till it's too late then regret.' This saying would not impact me, as I know I tried my best with no regrets. If that someone can simply forget whatever things I have said, how can he truly be serious for me? A man's promise made is of no value; piled up rubbish.
Through the incidents and events that come along each day of my life, I realised that the learning of survival and living just continue on. There is no stopping, not even a moment for a breather. This is the so-called life. The love and 'hate' composition/relationship has already ceased to exist in my life.
A new journey begins for me and the choice of TRUST allocation will apply from today onwards. Perhaps (i) 100% in God and 0% in people, (ii) 80% in God and 20% in Myself or (iii) 70% in God, 20% in Myself and 10% in people. Which shall it be? Time will tell; I need not do any justification for now. It's definitely not easy for (i), many times we say we trust in God but just how much?
A friend has advised me, 'Don't wait till it's too late then regret.' This saying would not impact me, as I know I tried my best with no regrets. If that someone can simply forget whatever things I have said, how can he truly be serious for me? A man's promise made is of no value; piled up rubbish.
Through the incidents and events that come along each day of my life, I realised that the learning of survival and living just continue on. There is no stopping, not even a moment for a breather. This is the so-called life. The love and 'hate' composition/relationship has already ceased to exist in my life.
A new journey begins for me and the choice of TRUST allocation will apply from today onwards. Perhaps (i) 100% in God and 0% in people, (ii) 80% in God and 20% in Myself or (iii) 70% in God, 20% in Myself and 10% in people. Which shall it be? Time will tell; I need not do any justification for now. It's definitely not easy for (i), many times we say we trust in God but just how much?
posted by rulinity at 12:36 PM
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You write as if it was his fault. Really?
To me, it doesn't matter who's at fault. Initial phase could be me but not for the finale. I only know I did my best but my best still didn't work.
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